Musings Of The Mind

ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz....

Sat, 25 May 2013 10:14:12 -0400

Unless my phone goes off I have no interest in getting up today. Goodnight, or good morning. Whatever it is… I need sleep. And I need NORMAL sleep.

"No, I will never know ‘Cause you’re somewhere where I can’t go A million miles..."

Mon, 20 May 2013 16:23:51 -0400

“

No, I will never know
‘Cause you’re somewhere where I can’t go
A million miles away
Or right here next to me
I’ve tried so many times
To find a home that once was mine
A million miles away
Or right here next to me

Just one sign is all I want
To move on where we started from
I tried as hard as I could try
Not even sure you’re still alive

What’s with all that we once share
Please forgive me but I care
I scream as loud as I can scream
But you don’t hear me

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/0-9/4lyn/

”

- 4LYN Nsotalga Lyrics

If this is all I have I do not wish to loose it…

Mon, 20 May 2013 02:21:45 -0400

If this is all I have I do not wish to loose it…

neil-gaiman: thelyonrampant: How To Tell If A Toy Is For Boys...

Mon, 06 May 2013 22:53:42 -0400

neil-gaiman:

thelyonrampant:

How To Tell If A Toy Is For Boys or Girls

Time to remind people…

(Need to remind people from http://scidoll.com/an-open-letter-to-tesco/)

Musings. I change, but they never do.

Thu, 02 May 2013 04:11:53 -0400

My world keeps spinning and I can not make sense of myself.

I am no longer who I was, yet I am still myself.

I no longer perceive as I used to, yet I still see just as clear.

I care more about things now, yet I care as much as I used to.

Where am I? Lost in this sea of confusion…

When will I stumble across myself, or at least the self I wish I could see?

When can I be?

pizzaforpresident: shavingryansprivates: fuckyeahcoolbeans: Fu...

Wed, 24 Apr 2013 03:09:21 -0400

pizzaforpresident:

shavingryansprivates:

fuckyeahcoolbeans:

Fun - We Are Young - OST “The Sims 3 Showtime”

MY FACE HURTS FROM LAUGHING

MENAAAIIIII

WE BAH YUUUUUUUUUU

It’s like magic. But it has always been a smoke and mirrors game.

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 14:23:15 -0400

It’s like magic. But it has always been a smoke and mirrors game.

The distance between two hearts is endless

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 12:27:35 -0400

The distance has grown too great, I no longer know you.

There is always the chance to start again. But a happy ending is never guaranteed.

At least I have my roots, or so I believe. My morals are not set in stone, but they are almost as...

Thu, 04 Apr 2013 03:24:06 -0400

At least I have my roots, or so I believe. My morals are not set in stone, but they are almost as difficult to move as a stone would be.

Fleeting Time

Thu, 04 Apr 2013 03:23:21 -0400

A fleeting moment is all that I can have now. I would glance briefly over at you as you walk past me. If I do however I would not allow myself to have the longer glance once you have passed by.

I see the changes happening the moment they began, that does not make them any easier to understand though.

I do not know my place in this world and I probably never will. I do not like the thought of gaining a life by letting go of an old one, but is that not always the way?

Rest well, for the time to be strong is nearly completed, and with its end comes a time to be stronger in many new ways.

Today is a New Day

Tue, 26 Mar 2013 19:48:00 -0400

Do not ask of me to change my plans for the future now just because your future took an unexpected turn of events.

Do not look to me as an option always available, because I do not see myself that way.

Do not look for what is no longer there. You will only be more disappointed with what you find.

Knowledge

Mon, 25 Mar 2013 22:17:12 -0400

Forget what you are told in life, everything can be proved wrong. Live however as if everything you learned today is worth keeping tomorrow.

Large Warm Bed

Mon, 25 Mar 2013 02:14:39 -0400

This bed feels as large as the sea and as empty as outer space. Oh how I wish I had someone to share this space with.

Things are only as awkward as you make them out to be. Things are only as rough as you make them out...

Mon, 25 Mar 2013 01:43:18 -0400

Things are only as awkward as you make them out to be.

Things are only as rough as you make them out to be.

Life is only what you make it, and who you choose to share it with.

It’s funny how I find myself with all these wasted years. To look back at times I’ve had, the...

Wed, 13 Mar 2013 13:53:12 -0400

It’s funny how I find myself with all these wasted years.
To look back at times I’ve had, the laughter and the fears.
To know then what I know now could have changed it’s course.
But in thinking that I must ask myself, for better or for worse?

For the seasons change, and memories fade away.
I thought that it was certain, in more than my mind you’d always stay.
But even now I see the changing, the best is in the past.
It seems that life has once again set up for to me come in last.

It is challanging to sit here and listen to what you say.
For I thought that at least in my mind that you would always stay.
Now I know that that it all is a lie… I know that can’t be true.
Nothing lasts forever…And this means not even you.

I have known that people come and go like the passing of the wind.
But I thought that I could change that, and now it has me pinned
Deep down I always worried, my best friend would leave me to,
And now I see I was always right, and there was nothing I could do.

The final visit always feels so wrong. Goodbye is just so final… And while I know this is not...

Wed, 13 Mar 2013 13:30:00 -0400

The final visit always feels so wrong. Goodbye is just so final…
And while I know this is not for me, I do not know who I am or where I am to go

Everyone Needs A Haircut

Sun, 10 Mar 2013 22:08:52 -0400

Life is like a haircut.

We change what we want a little each time but we usually hold true to the original style.

That is, until we decide to go for something entirely different. At that point we fight with if we like it or not.

Life

Sun, 10 Mar 2013 22:01:01 -0400

Life is all about how you carry yourself.

We are expected to be firm with a straight back, but sometimes we just need to slouch.

The call to action yet again.

Sat, 09 Mar 2013 12:09:31 -0500

I am not in the mood for this bullshit and lies.

It might just be time for me to take action and rise.

If the thoughts I have could finish themselves this place would be a woven nest of poetic beauty.

Fri, 08 Mar 2013 09:52:00 -0500

If the thoughts I have could finish themselves this place would be a woven nest of poetic beauty.